John Standerfer

I have recently come to the end of myself. In 2020 I was laid off from my job, had loved ones die, experienced financial strain, and faced great challenges in the space of relationship and spirituality. Through a specific relationship with my mentor I have found that at my worst, when I am sad, angry, selfish and I have no answers, I am still loved. I am still enough. This has caused me to realize that Jesus’ love for me is greater than I’ve ever previously imagined. When I bring nothing to the table but personal compromise, questions, anger, fear, and weakness, Jesus loves me and his people love me the same. I choose Jesus because he loves me in my weakness.